im just happy you're back..how do you see me??? see this? --------------------------------->

if you see hatred in me...half of the heart transforms...hatred brings anything and one thing its capable of... destruction....

do you see love in me? then you see my heart.. whole heart...there's no room for hatred and all its folks.

see me in this way...

two chains that's keeing me torn apart..but my heart is like a steel that no one and nothing could destroy it...and so my feelings to you.. do you still hear me? do you still feel me? i'm showing and giving you  my heart...its not the red one that you expect nor the one that we see in pictures and in T.V. but my heart has been stronger through the test of time...it looks older..but better.

and i want you to take hold of it...i believe, you are the perfect one who can keep it safe and who can protect it from any harm..if its not you, then who else is? you are my heart's home..and you are my life's destiny... be mine and forever...

just like what i'm always telling you... I Believe in him...that's why I strongly believe in you...ILOVEYOU

Acceptance...isa very big responsibility... It goes hand in hand with patience, trust and understanding...

Acceptance gives hope...it gives a peace of mind.

Acceptance doesn't mean tolerance but merely giving someone the chance to be what he is and what he can be, and what he can change about the bad things from the past so he can be a better person today

so then i've learned new things... i should not be like a wall that can't be broken...i can't be deaf like a chicken...i can't be blind like a snake..i should be a soft ball that can take extreme strikes of a wooden bat...so open like an Ocean...so deep like a peaceful night..so i could stand on thousands fall..so i can breathe on a gripped mask..so i can run on a chasing demon..and so to be free from a haunting fear..

prayer

"if we hold on..together.."
                        "i know our dreams will never die"

should i be mad at you

should i be mad at you....when i go home as fast as i can because i wanna be with you..so excited for you to see what i have for you as a little present but you're showing nothing but as if its just nothing..

should i be mad at you....when I ask something but you refuse because you know better than me..

should i be mad at you....when you said you will call me but hours of waiting and still, you haven't thought of what you've promised..

should i be mad at you....when we're together, i want to spend all my time with you, but you chose to spend your time with your fingers..

should i feel bad....when i don't know what's happening to you and when i try to call you or message you, I can't reach you..

should i feel bad....when i feel you have a lot of secrets and i don't know if i have the right to be part of it or if i'm the right person to take care of those with you..

should i be mad at you....when often i ask things and you don't answer back..

should i be mad....when all of these things kept on bothering me when i knew its just you all along

should i feel bad....cz all of the things that make me uncertain are the things that make you happy..

or should i feel glad instead.. cz it only means one thing... I have the love for you...that's why i'm so bothered. im so bothered in love with you

ahhh..help

if people are mad at you because they don't understand you... can't do good at you because they thought how bad you are.. won't appreciate you because they don't want you, let them be.. but it doesn't mean you tolerate them...just be yourself..show them still how good your is heart.. you don't need tons of explanation.. coz a good heart speaks than a flowery mouth can. and you'll see, whatever they do to you, they'll start to feel guilty coz they know how good you are.

A coffee that doesn't have a sugar doesn't mean its not enticing, but, coffee is coffee...its taste won't depend on the sugar..its on the person craving for it and looking for it..

suit yourdelf 

its mah..its mah..its mah birthday!!!

another adding year to my life... but its okay...my years has been added with life anyway... i've been celebrating my life everyday.. and i've got pouring blessing from him.. i don't have anything to ask for more... not more than my life... thank you for being part of it..

A great happy birthday for myself...in advance

I'm just so blessed....let me be a blessing to others!!!