should i be mad at you

should i be mad at you....when i go home as fast as i can because i wanna be with you..so excited for you to see what i have for you as a little present but you're showing nothing but as if its just nothing..

should i be mad at you....when I ask something but you refuse because you know better than me..

should i be mad at you....when you said you will call me but hours of waiting and still, you haven't thought of what you've promised..

should i be mad at you....when we're together, i want to spend all my time with you, but you chose to spend your time with your fingers..

should i feel bad....when i don't know what's happening to you and when i try to call you or message you, I can't reach you..

should i feel bad....when i feel you have a lot of secrets and i don't know if i have the right to be part of it or if i'm the right person to take care of those with you..

should i be mad at you....when often i ask things and you don't answer back..

should i be mad....when all of these things kept on bothering me when i knew its just you all along

should i feel bad....cz all of the things that make me uncertain are the things that make you happy..

or should i feel glad instead.. cz it only means one thing... I have the love for you...that's why i'm so bothered. im so bothered in love with you

ahhh..help