maaari ba'ng magpakilala?

sa bawat araw na dumadaan
hindi ko alam
ba't ba kita iniisip?
palagi na kitang hinahanap

parang ewan...masaya ako sa tuwing nasisilayan ka
harap mo man o likod...
putakte hindi kita malimot

pero ano tong kirot na nadarama?
bakit ba? bakit ba nasasaktan ang puso ko
nagkakagusto na yata ako sayo
pero di kita malapitan
nais ko sanang makipagkaibigan

buhok mo'y, nais haplusin
gusto ko ako iyong mapansin
pero pano? hirap kunin ng atensyon mo
palagi ka pang nakayuko

ngayon lang ako tinamaan ng ganito
sayo pa na hindi marunong tumango
naalala mo, nang tinignan mo ako
saludo ang ibinigay ko
hindi ko kasi alam kung pano ako magsisimula
bigla ko lang naisip, pero muka mo'y iniwas pa

di ko alam kung anong iniisip mo
pero nababaliw na ata ako sayo
ginugulo mo mundo ko
drugs ka ba, inaadik mo ako

anong height mo?
at pano ka nagkasya sa puso ko
ipapupulis kita, pinasok mo na nga,
ninakaw mo pa puso ko

kinuha mo atensyon at pagiisip ko
di mo man nakikita
pero iisa lang sa ngayon ang gusto ko
yan ay ang magpakilala sayo

how our eyes met

i don't know why you looked at me
i'm not expecting that you want me
is it a crime if i'll stare at you too?
will it be a sin? cz now i wanna think of you

why did you come along?
with those eyes very strong
and now i'm singing crazy songs
coz all i see is your face
i am drowned and that's the case

all the love songs i remember you
and in a movie i wanna kiss you
holding your hands is now i'm dreaming of
shooot! you took my breath
please back off

if you didn't give me that look
on the first time our eyes met
i won't be like this
happy but with risks

your eyes and mine
are gracious and divine
and the meaning inside
is more precious than dime

you never said anything
but your eyes sure did
you never heard from me
but from my eyes indeed

i want you to understand
stop looking at me
not that i don't want to
its because, i'm starting like you

The love i found in you

should i cry or just say its a one good memory

tonight i just came across with our memory box. bigla akong natawa sa mga litrato natin. ganon pala tayo kasaya. sa twing kasi naaalala kita, all i remeber are those times we had quarrels, tampuhan, pataasan ng pride. i saw our pic, i saw you, i saw myself, i saw us. tayo yun eh. wala nang iba. i decided to play the song "lihim" ung acoustic version. then suddenly i saw this folder compiled with our letters. haha.. di ko maiwasang makuryente muli..may kilig na kasama. sobrang ngiti ako.... ang saya pala natin nun. ngayon...i must admit masayang masaya naman ako sa buhay ko... pero minsan nakakalungkot yung wala akong masumbungan kapag may mga lumalait sakin.. kapag may nanloloko sakin.. kapag hindi ako maintindihan...kapag natatakot ako. kapag..kapag...kapag wala akong kasama. you gave a good fight

cup of milk

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i'm not well on that day. my love gave me a cup of milk for my aching stomach. afterwhich, my stomach became more horrible..haha. funny! like a silent tummy turned into a monster with loads of yikee...acid...but that's not the point... i love the thoughtfulness of the person taking good care of me...thanks to you

you lost me the third time

don't be too happy and easy-go-lucky thinking that you have all the attention in the world..IN YOUR WORLD when everybody seems to be amazed by your mask. i was surprised to learn that few people we see around are more than careful enough than i do being with you. who are you?! i'd rather see the monster in you than a beautiful soul with a tail hiding behind and two horns under your hair, and a mouth that turns down a freind at their back.

Lord... pagalingin nyo na po lahat ng may sakit...gusto na ulit nilang maging masigla...bigyan nyo na po ng tahanan ung mga natutulog sa kalsada...di na nila kaya ung lamig sa gabi...ilagay nyo po sa kapayapaan ung mga taong natatakot at naguguluhan lalung lalo na ung mga lugar na may gulo at gera kailangan ka nila bilang kakampi....magkaroon ng walang patid na saya at pagpapala sa mga magdidiwang ng kaarawan nila at sa mga walang pagod na naghahanapbuhay araw man o gabi....maliwanagan sana ung mga kabataan at darating pang henerasyon na tahakin ang tamang daan....at para sa nagbabasa nito...bigyan mo po sana sya ng maayos na pamumuhay...hayaang makuha ang lahat ng gusto at matuto sa mga ito. lahat ng bagay na ibinigay mo..itinataas namin pabalik sa inyo.

I just love this new version of close-up commercial. Looking back on its history, this close up commercial was written by an Indian pop singer SONA MAHAPATRA. The title was PAAS AAO NA which means (Come Closer Now).
It started with their creative bubble concept

Original Version:



Surprisingly the outcome of the commercial when it was done here in the Philippines was astonishing and attractive to viewers. There are 2 versions of the song when it was materialized here. The first one was performed by Iklan. Some say its a band but some say it’s the name of a person who translated the song to English version for the flexibility of the commercial. The other version was performed by our very own Rico Blanco and totally revised the lyrics. This was on 2009.

Iklan's Version:


Rico's Version:



Again, the close-up came back with a different concept and a powerful version from whom I don’t know yet. Kinda interested to know the vocalist and if he has a band so I could look for their own songs.

NEWR VERSION 2010

sna po mali nga mga iniisip ko.. ayaw ko magkaroon ng kasalan dahil lang dito

aaaggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! bakit ganito?!

im starting to hate you... im starting to think of not good things about you and i know its bad. so i beg you i don't wanna be with you. i don't want to talk to you nor see you around. i don't feel like talking to you nor share my laughter with you! i don't care if you'll get mad of me. you're not suppose to act like you're taken for granted whenever im not talking to you. you never respected me and my things. you're a drop dead envious and greedy chaka doll with a tag on the neck "im a big damn liar"! i don't wanna say these things here coz i know this is not me! and i know that i commit mistakes and have sinned for so many times. but you're really a freaking different. id rather have a person honest enough to be hiself even not my friend than to be with you that I treated as a special friend but not paying enough to be at least true to yourself. c'mon! stop that big fat lying mouth. you always want to have the lime light in you and its not funny anymore. people around you are starting to hate you as well and i don't want that to happen. naging kaibigan kita kahit papano.. but if you're really want us to hate you then we'll give it to you. of all the people..ako pa ginago mo...ako pa ginawan mo ng hindi maganda. on the first events that happened to me, inisip ko na lang baka puspose nung nasa taas may matutunan ako... pero nitong huli, grabe ang muka mo!!! san mo nakuha lakas ng loob mo para gawin yan sa kaibigan mo..i don't wanna hate you forever..so let me just stop loving you as a person now

finding nemo

looking for friends? i'm here! i can be your shoulder. i can listen to your heart breaking stories and make some milk and cookies so to show you what you need to learn. but how about me? i need friends too! i need someone who will listen to me. sometimes someone who can defend me.

i grew up believing that making friends without choosing is a golden attitude. it lessens your potential-enemy to multiply, u'r guaranteed happy moments.

i grew up believing that beeing ggod and nice all the time makes a happy man. coz people will never let you down. they will respect you the way you do to them.. and they can't lie to you and do some unexpected bad things.

i grew up beleiving that all the people in the world are equal, naturally kind and loving. we are just brought defferently with our attitude and personality.

but now, i grew up knowing that all of these things are uncertain.

some people may like you not because of your whole being but because of hidden agendas. you will thnought that, that friend of yours is true, worth keeping and someone you can trust.

friendship is not measured on how many times you shared thoughts, secrets, and laughter. it won't even measure based on how many times you went out to chill, or said special things with each other. for me, i measure it on how they really think about you. i measure true friends if they honestly say what's true to you. and i find true friends when they do good things in front of you and even at your back..that they don't even plan to do bad things to you. that they won't allow their greediness to stab you at your back.

i am growing up learning that i don't really have to be friends with anyone around me.. if they find me as a friend material then that's good to know.

i am growing up learning, that i don't need to win everybody's heart to look at me as a beautiful person...as my sister said, "just be with yourself...hayaan mo sila kung anong isipin o sabihin nila sayo, ang importante pinakikitunguhan mo sila ng maayos"

i am growing up learning that not all of your friends are worth keeping. its true that friends just come and go.

i will still be growing up and learning that i'll be very careful enough and be choosy to make friends and being with others. i'll say this once...hindi na mangyayari ulit sa akin mga nangyari sa akin noon.

if ur there

sometimes you may lose yourself and forget about the good things you said you will do. maybe its normal. its really better to say nothing then do what you think you want to do. at least no expectations...no regrets. please make me feel alive this time.

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i've been waiting for you..all my life..waiting for you

-guys next door-

i won't make any move for you to love me. its you who will love me naturally

by just one glance...you can never tell if who are the people around you...but by just looking at yourself, maybe you can see their true colors

all things have their own places

i can say, things are little by little getting in to their places. lahat ng nasira ko...lahat ng nawala ko..lahat ng kapalpakan ko..unti unti naaayos..mga maliliit na bagay na gusto ko nagagawa ko.. nangyayari. i can't ask for more sa ngayon. tingin ko mas nagiging mapagpakumbaba ako sa mga nangyayari sa akin.. namiss ko ung may ganitong factor or feeling.. un bang there's always something to look forward to everyday.. pag pasok sa work.. sa mga kinakain ko... sa mga lugar na gustong puntahan.. sa mga nagiging kaibigan ko. sa mga bagay na gusto kong makuha.. now i'm back to scratch.. to zero...and im proud of it...kasi alam ko, magsisimula ako ng tama. ung wala akong pagsisisihan.. ung wala akong takot na baka may masabi sa akin ung mga tao. ung matatakot ako na baka hindi ako matanggap.
namiss ko ung thrill sa buhay ko. namiss ko ung pagkagising ko ngingiti ako.. namiss ko ung excitement. namiss ko lahat.. namiss ko sarili ko. namiss ko sarili ko

inspiration

its been so long since i visited my page. kung nakakapagsalita lang si blog, minura na ako sa tampo. dati kasi halos araw-araw akong nandito.. nakatambay.. doing day dreaming. walking in the clouds sabay type ng mga sasabihin. i don't know if i'm just too busy with the world or i'm just to little irresponsible with time management. i just want to say something. i told told myself kung di ko kasi sya maisusulat dito. wala akong malabasan ng naiisip ko. its about this old lady that used to be a cigarette vendor outside the former bdo branch in BAYAN, NOVALICHES. she's just next to where tricycle terminal is located. i always see her there. sometimes, not. sometimes, another old man and lady is using the place if she's not there.

here's the real story...it was almost 6:00 PM when i went home. jepp pa lang ako, it was a bit dark and showing signs of raining. i got stuck on a traffic so i walked towards the tricycle terminal. so far, nakasakay na ako nung umulan. the rain was a bit heavy and the breeze too. i saw this old lady standing and fixing her things. ung paninda nya kasi liliparin. literally nililipad ung iba.. with her colorful umbrella na sira-sira and tumitiklop na sa lakas ng hangin, i just can't help but to just stare to this old lady. nagulat ako at natakot nang napansin kong may dugo na tumulo from her forehead to her cheek. itong malambot kong puso na mas lalong lumambot nung nakita ko yon. gusto kong bumaba at tulungan si lola but i have things with me inside the tricycle..may katabi pa ako. i just hope kapag may nakita akong ganun...lumakas loob ko para tumulong.. mahirap sa konsensya kapag may nangangailangan tas hindi mo natulungan..

i just remembered myself..comparing myself to that old lady, ako walang wala ngayon.. i don't have phone to use, i have limited resources, and i don't even know kung lilipat na ba ako...dahil wala na akong matutuluyan dito sa amin...but i have food, i have my job, i have my body parts complete...and yet nagrereklamo pa ako sa buhay. i have good memories with people na dumaan sa buhay ko..i have remembrance, i have good palces i visited....and yet minsan hnd  ko maapreciate kung ano ang life.. kung anong meron ako..

but looking on that old lady struggling for her assets...sabi ko sa sarili ko, inspirasyon sila.. kasi they helped people like me realize what we're missing and not seeing. sila nagtitiis, araw araw sa gutom, sa init ng araw, and in times what happened earlier, im sure bukas anjan ulit sila.

oo we can say, ganun talaga buhay nila alangan namang mag inarte sila or mag tamad tamaran.. iyon na nga.. swerte tayo.. swerte ako dahil kahit papano hndi ako napunta sa ganung sitwasyon. but again people like them are inspiration to me.

=) so much about me... i reserve this page...for that old lady. i pray for her and sa mga nakikita kong kasama nya doon...sana manatili silang mapagpakumbaba at kahit papano masaya sila sa buhay. i pray that many people will get inspired to them.. ang sarap sa pakiramdam.. kesa noon na marami akong iniisip na hindi naman kailangan.. i pray for all the old aged poeple who are experiencing pain on their lives to finally find peace and happiness through the Lord.