the J's

Everytime I see my bro's and sis sleeping soundly and nicely, I can't help but to feel like I want to joined them, hug them. (naglalambing) hehe mushy!!!. In real life, we're not like that. We use to be like civil people at home. We use to talk and joke around but not that really close. You can say anything about me like i'm too old to act that way or its awkward, but i hell don't care. Haaayyy, all I can say is though they have their own attitude, I still love them!!!

We are all J's at home. Jordan (eldest), Josephine (2nd), Jayson (the 3rd and cutest, and intelligent..hehe), Jonathan (4th), Jasper (youngest)... haayyy, we developed different characters. The truth, it's very difficult for us to deal in concensus. We have our own beliefs, strategies, opinions, and wants. But 1 thing I am proud of is that whatever happens to us, time still come that we miss each other and we're not separated by anyone and anything. I guess our differences make us bonded as one.

There are times that I envy some of my friends with the way they have relationship with their siblings. Some have good bondings, some don't even need lovers coz their bro or sis is enough, some are like twins, they have commonalities. But I also realized that if we want to have a happy relationship with our bro's and sis' is that we should be responsible to attain that.

Tama nga naman. In the end we choose. At the beginning we decide. That's why maybe anywhere I go, whatever I have, hindi pa rin sila nawawala sakin. There would be times that I hate them the most or they may feel the same way towards me but at the end of the day, hinahanap hanap ko pa rin sila. I won't allow that we'll be separated because of our differences, because of money, because of pride, because of hatred, and because of envy. Love will keep us bonded. aysus...mushy talga!!!