the calling

it was last week when up kj texted me out of nowhere asking how I was. pero nakapagreply na ako kinabukasan. the truth is, i really don't know what to say pero sa loob ko gusto ko siyang makausap. so i replied. i told her what i've seen on tv about our business. honestly, mas napalyo at natakot akong gawin yung pinasukan ko. pero the time when she texted hindi lang naman yun yung pumasok sa isip ko. i remebered a lot of learnings from this person when I was starting then. we had a little talk. i told her i missed her and up rico and the rest of the gang =). sino ba namang makakalimot sa mga taong nakakasama mo halos araw araw at hindi nagsawang pagsabihan at turuan ka ng mabubuting karunungan? kahit sino, hindi makakalimot sa taong yun.. through think and thin.

there was a summer on saturday and so sad that i can't attend, i have a shift. too bad. but we promised to meet up on my first day off and we did. i was surprised when i saw jay mark with up kj. they were inside the lecturing room with up rico in front. i sat behind the audience as they speechlessly listening to the first multi-millionaires club member. right there and then, everything flashed back on me.

still the same clap that i shared, yowling, replies...its was awesome!!! exactly the lecture was about to finish when i arrived, then we went down. I went straight to the point asking up kj how was gfi after the raid. amazingly it was just nothing. truth prevailed. then i just noticed i felt like a goosebumps on both of my arms. why? i'll tell you later.

napasarap kwentuhan namin ni jay mark and up kj when up ck showed up. alam mo yung pakiramdam na eto na ulit..unti unting nabubuo ulit kami. seeing their faces full of happiness and excitement. then biglang dumating si up roxy when she was surprised seeing me standing there and she uttered, i miss you tapos bigla nya akong niyakap. ang sarap nung pakiramdam na, may nakakamiss din pala sakin.. hehe..knowing that we never had the chance to bond and tell stories a lot. then kwentuhan lang kami nila up kj. she discussed to me some good changes and improvements gfi is taking. tas biglang nagaya si up rico kumain. paalis na dapat kami ni jay pero sige...minsan lang naman kami nagkakasama.

BAU..business as usual.. i've absorb a lot of powerful words from the couple and hindi ako nagsisising nagstay pa ako saglit. maraming bagong kwento pero alam mo ba yung masarap sa kwentuhan and sharing namin, lahat ng turo nila nood kumokonekta sa teachings nila nagyon.. and of all the powerful phrases i'd like the best that i remebered is this, say it simple, say it clear:

i am sorry

forgive me

thank you

i love you.

shocks...bigla ko napangiti nung naalala ko to. si up rico talaga. sa kwentuhan namin, parang walang nagbago. ganun pa rin ang hagikgik ni up kj. mas lumakas pa nga eh. haaayy...i think its a calling from him up there!

and speaking of calling, mabalik lang tayo dun sa kinilabutan ako. don't you know, for more than 5 minutes akong kinilabutan habang nakikipagkwentuhan kina up kj sa parking area? do you see my list of goals on the right part? I wrote those down last week ago. sabi ko kasi sa sarili ko, i should start all over again.. with new hopes and and more dreams. and i really like to achive all of them. few days after, that's when up kj txted me asking how i was....bigla kong naisip, bakit biglang kumalabit ulit sa akin itong gfi knowing the fact kung gaano ko kagusto makuha ung nasa goal list ko. i just thought the positive way. i think its a calling and wala namang masama kung pagtatrabahuan ko yung pinasok ko.  pareho lang pala kami ng naramdaman ni jay mark na its a calling. what's good about that, e ung ininvest ko andun pa rin.. waiting for me to make it bigger. kung iisipin ko hindi nasayang ung perang nainvest ko kasi, i have a family like them, the good stories i've made with them, the experience i've gone thru with them and the learnings. bonus pa yung mga taong nakilala ko dito. and i think gfi will make us more stronger and bonded. i'm sure it will come. i'll just hold on to my faith