aaaggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! bakit ganito?!

im starting to hate you... im starting to think of not good things about you and i know its bad. so i beg you i don't wanna be with you. i don't want to talk to you nor see you around. i don't feel like talking to you nor share my laughter with you! i don't care if you'll get mad of me. you're not suppose to act like you're taken for granted whenever im not talking to you. you never respected me and my things. you're a drop dead envious and greedy chaka doll with a tag on the neck "im a big damn liar"! i don't wanna say these things here coz i know this is not me! and i know that i commit mistakes and have sinned for so many times. but you're really a freaking different. id rather have a person honest enough to be hiself even not my friend than to be with you that I treated as a special friend but not paying enough to be at least true to yourself. c'mon! stop that big fat lying mouth. you always want to have the lime light in you and its not funny anymore. people around you are starting to hate you as well and i don't want that to happen. naging kaibigan kita kahit papano.. but if you're really want us to hate you then we'll give it to you. of all the people..ako pa ginago mo...ako pa ginawan mo ng hindi maganda. on the first events that happened to me, inisip ko na lang baka puspose nung nasa taas may matutunan ako... pero nitong huli, grabe ang muka mo!!! san mo nakuha lakas ng loob mo para gawin yan sa kaibigan mo..i don't wanna hate you forever..so let me just stop loving you as a person now